Sometimes I really wonder .....wen I sit still...Very silent ...no sound coming frm anywhere...My mind starts rambling...unexplored indiscreet thoughts starts running through my mind......about past,present and future....!!!
I wonder ..I get astonished about lot of things....Lots of questions are there in my mind whih i feel are unanwered..My minds tries and start searhing .....for those answers....
I wonder as to wat is the purpose of onces life...And whether our lives are meant to have a purpose..Are not we all the puppets of some unknown thread or string which are forcing us to dance on the rythm of destiny....
Destiny did I say destiny..???
So does anything like destiny exist or its all karma....Over the time leading my life I have realized that destiny do exist......But that should not stop us from putting our efforts in the right direction..Yes the direction has to be right and accurate,,then only one can acheive wat he or she really wants in life....But often the problem which I face is that I dont know which is the right direction..I strive to see it..some times I am able to ..some times not...And it goes on.....
Then I realized that there are clues..there are signals everywhere to make u understand that right diection..the correcty path to traverse along......But most often our mind,,,,,clouded by uncertainty ...by our own temptations...inhibitions is not able to see them clearly...and this is where I believe the role and belief in that super power comes into play...There has to be some way out to come out of this illusionary world of ours which each one of us has built around oneself.....One has to be vigilant and cautious not to fall in that trap....to really understand oneself..
I remember wen I was a kid ........I had lot of interest in understanding the behavioral pattern of other people around us...I believe that it will helped me in filtering out the negativity around me and choose the right people to go along with...I still believe the same..But always my father used to say one thing ..that Its gud that u want to cultivate the habbit of differentiating between the right and wrong..But out of all these the most important thing is that .. We all should be able to understand ourself first....once u really know urself is only wen u can really understand the world around u.....becoz the world is nothing but the reflection of our own thoughts... Over the years I have realized that how true he was.....I have to learn to first understand myself..My dreams ..my aspirations..Not short term but long term.....
and I have realized that this process is not easy....Initially lot of trifle goes ,,,the initial inertia I guess....the sooner we overcome it the better...let urself be a silent spectator of all that is happening and slowely u will realize that ur thoughts aren't troubling u anymore...and after that starts the process of unveiling ones own self..I felt that its so difficult to encounter usrelf only sometimes..and we ourself start defending from our own self..justifying to oneself ones wrong actions...
and this process goes on endlessly through out our lives..we dont even realize that this is happening with us....bahout zaroori hai khud ko pehchana..it will help us to gain which will always find lagging in our lives....have we ever thought that y the quest to have sthing never ends..Its becoz we are unaware of that hidden thing which we really want...actually want..........& So our direction is never accurate.... not steady.....
I am striving to understand myself..to choose the right direction....to make the RIGHT CHOICES..WAT ABOUT U....????
